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“Cannabis saved my life” By Cannamuscle Russell

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“Cannabis saved my life” By Cannamuscle Russell

Once I learned how to tame my urges, for being chemically dependent on some sort of substance, my life got much better. Sticking to just bud was always very difficult for me. I’m sure very difficult for people who can’t have access to cannabis. so I get it. if I just stuck to weed, it would have saved me a lot of money, heartache, jail, rehabs and part of my sole for over a decade. I was down and out baby on a permanent sick one shooting heroin, Coke and speed until I was homeless or in jail. then Id clean up and repeat the whole process. every time I did that I was super serious about it too. Fully ready to quit. But kept fucking up. Over and over again. Each time burning, bridges and losing the trust from everyone in my life. You know the story? I’m not unique.. after 12 rehabs , shortest being three months, longest was two years, a HUD funded lifestyle of a rotating door to the verge of death, only to get everything back, then throw it all away again. I like to wait till my life got real good then fuck it up.

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That’s how I rolled. I was homeless in the mountains still trying to grow pot lol. My priorities were all fucked up, but I knew bud. So I had that going for me. I obsessed over it since I was 15 years old. I just happened to obsess over drugs better and took a fat detour. Bud was always a constant through all that.. growing, selling it to support my drug habit until I got rolled, then lose my place to grow. And place I was staying at.. once all that went away then it was hustle time, no grow, no bud, and in a fat drug habit still. So that’s when pawnshops became my best friend, until they all black balled me.. then I knew I was getting close to the point of jail or some kind of institution. you could feel it coming every time , can’t hide from karma.. and I didn’t… it finally caught up to me hard.

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I barely scratched the surface on how fucked shit was. I try not to get into war stories, but some of it is necessary so I can relate with someone else who is going through the same thing. Now I got almost 8 years clean off all that garbage. now I look at my track marks and scars as a reminder and a badge of honor. Thank God I was able to stay alive and stop using finally after a 1000 tries over and over again. With little to no success. It finally clicked after over 10 years of fucking up. was tired of the results so I did something about it. wanting to use drugs never goes away. I’ll tell you that… you just learn to deal with it till that feeling goes away. If I fantasize about it in my head I’m fucked I’ll be getting spun out and doing weird shit in no time so I learn to shut it down in my head. I say fuck that and then smoke some weed then I forget about it. Some days are harder than others so when I’m upset or emotional, I have to be very guarded with my self so I don’t use it as an excuse to go pick up  Because I’ll rationalize that shit. It’s an internal battle with your soul, the difference between right and wrong, that devil and angel shit on your shoulders. Once you tell yourself, that’s not an option anymore it’s much easier to have control over that devil on your conscious. just punk his ass and smoke weed . If I didn’t have cannabis in my life, I would not be in the situation I was in. if I’m not growing bud or trying to make the dankest Kush ever, I’m not whole or happy. that’s when things go bad, when you’re not happy, it’s only a matter time before you give in to your vices. purpose gives motivation and drive, find purpose. Focus on yourself and don’t give yourself passes, then you will have eight years before you know it. do what makes you happy , and for me It was growing pot and  saving the dankest Kush and exotics on earth, then grow it better than anyone else… this is still my soul focus in life , everything else that comes from it is just icing on the cake . I’ve been growing pot for 22 years and I don’t plan on ever stopping now. I focus on giving back to the newer grower and educating them on my formula and recipe for growing cannabis. It’s been awesome turning grows around for people and getting them some of the dankest pot in the world and only took a few months verse the 22 years it took me to get to the same level. Plus it’s bud they grew and created themselves. It’s very rewarding.

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I enjoy giving away all my secrets that took me 20 years to learn and doing it for free for the smaller batch grower , what they learn from me will carry with them for the rest of their life. It’s the foundation for all their grows in the future. Giving back what was given to me was and is the biggest part of my recovery as well as my mission in life. it’s how I got all my knowledge and access to genetics and networking. It all comes down to giving back and not expecting anything in return.  Do it because you love it . then just sit back and enjoy the ride. I just want people to smoke better weed and open their eyes to how bud and Kush used to be. It ultimately shows them how bad bud really has gotten. once they try my work their is no comparison to anything you can buy or get… the majority of cannabis out there is not grown like this. A small batch craft grow with proper care and attention will always smash on large scale grow operations.  you just can’t do it, it’s not gonna happen. So support your local dealer and your local grower, the buds better anyways.  the stores don’t deserve my bud. I get it directly to the consumer with no middleman, small batch craft , first come first serve and a seasonal product.  when it’s gone it’s gone , wait till the next one. you can’t rush top shelf shit, that’s the problem with bud now, it’s rushed in every aspect: growing, drying processing, and storage. They be fucking all that up hard. Then they’re all copying each other like it’s dope. Fuck that. step aside and Let Cannamuscle show you how it’s done. I am the muscle of cannabis….

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Unveiling the Artistry of Abeni Productions: A Glimpse into the World of Film Director

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Abeni Nazeer

Originating as a freelance videographer, Abeni Nazeer embarked on her journey directing, filming, and editing her own projects. Raised in Baltimore, Maryland, she drew inspiration from the community’s passion for youth activism, advocating for initiatives such as youth employment, afterschool programs, and improved school curricula. Her dedication to these causes fueled her media production efforts aimed at instigating social change. As she matured, Abeni established her own company, Abeni Productions, where she remains committed to leveraging film as a tool for driving positive societal impact.

Nazeer epitomizes more than just a director; she embodies a visionary, a determined achiever, and a dedicated servant of the community. Renowned for her deep connection to culture and society, her work resonates with the authentic energy of the people. Her company is not merely a business venture but a manifestation of her profound love and unwavering loyalty towards others. In an industry often tainted by inappropriate conduct, Abeni stands out by prioritizing love and camaraderie, fostering an environment of respect and solidarity both within her team and beyond.

 

Nazeer is preparing for the release of her upcoming Director Debut, titled ‘SIN,’ featuring the late Louis Gossett Jr., who recently passed away. Abeni took to social media to share her heartfelt connection with Mr. Gossett, describing him as both a mentor and a teacher. Speculation arises whether this film marks the final project directed and produced by the esteemed actor.

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“From College Student to Passion-Driven Entrepreneur: Embracing Change and Following My Dreams

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James Whitaker Jr, better known as “Bearzy”

In a world full of challenges and obstacles, the story of an entrepreneur who overcame a major life hurdle by leaving college is truly inspiring. People should hear this story to understand the power of resilience, determination, and the ability to turn setbacks into opportunities. Through this individual’s journey, others can learn valuable lessons about perseverance, self-belief, and the importance of staying focused on their goals despite the odds. This story serves as a reminder that success is possible, no matter where you come from or what obstacles you may face.

James Whitaker Jr, better known as “Bearzy” has a story that should be shared to youth worldwide. This young entrepreneur comes from Philadelphia, PA and has reached several people across the U.S. In an interview James had stated:

“My journey from a college student to an entrepreneur has been nothing short of a rollercoaster ride filled with challenges, setbacks, and ultimately, triumphs. It all started when I attended Temple University with dreams of embarking on a traditional career path. However, life had other plans for me, and I faced obstacles that forced me to reevaluate my goals.

Instead of giving up, I decided to take a leap of faith and start my own business in the construction and home improvement industry. Building a team, navigating the complexities of entrepreneurship, and learning how to structure a successful company were all part of the journey. These experiences not only taught me valuable lessons but also ignited a passion for creation and innovation within me.

As time went on, I realized that my true calling lay in content creation. Drawing upon the skills and knowledge I acquired as an entrepreneur, I pivoted towards this new direction. The transition was challenging, but with unwavering determination and a commitment to following my heart, I was able to establish myself as a content creator.

My journey is a testament to the power of adaptability, courage, and staying true to one’s passions. By embracing change and fearlessly pursuing my dreams, I was able to carve out a fulfilling career that aligns with my true purpose. I hope my story serves as inspiration for others to take risks, follow their aspirations, and never shy away from exploring new opportunities.

With perseverance and a willingness to learn, anything is possible. Let us all continue to chase our passions, create lives that bring us joy, and never lose sight of the incredible potential within us.”

In conclusion, I encourage you to stay connected and keep up with James, “Bearzy” on all social platforms to follow his inspiring journey. By following his adventures and experiences, you’ll witness firsthand the determination, passion, and growth that drive him towards success. Your support and interest in his journey will not only motivate him to push further but also inspire others to chase their dreams. Let’s continue to support Bearzy as he navigates through life’s challenges and triumphs, making a positive impact along the way.

Instagram: @Not.Bearzy (https://www.instagram.com/not.bearzy?igsh=aGJtZm8xN3dpZ3Jt&utm_source=qr)

YouTube: @BearzyTV

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“Art & Autism: Exploring Creativity and Expression”

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Art & Autism

1. My son Richard has been my inspiration to develop my idea. Despite being diagnosed with Autism at age three, Richard has shown incredible resilience and strength. Every day, he strives to better himself. I am inspired by the impact he has had on my life and his own remarkable accomplishments.

2. Since starting this nonprofit organization, my priorities have undergone significant changes, particularly in decision-making. I have come to understand that consistency and order are crucial for a nonprofit to thrive. Without these essential attributes, the organization could face numerous challenges.

3. When launching any business, there are always opportunities for improvement. Starting from scratch provides valuable learning experiences that foster business growth. Embracing failures and learning from mistakes are integral parts of this journey, propelling us forward.

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4. I chose to register this company as a nonprofit organization because it enables me to help children embrace art as a hobby. Witnessing children communicate and thrive in a joyful environment gives me a sense of fulfillment and reassurance that I am making a productive difference.

5. Overcoming the fear of failure was the most significant challenge I had to face. I constantly reminded myself that I was capable of success. Self-belief is the foundation for gaining the confidence needed to build a successful business.

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6. What sets Leo Lion Club Foundation, Inc. apart is its unique approach. We raise awareness about Autism through art and provide support for today’s youth. The concept of incorporating painting as a means of expression resonates with children of all ages, while parents appreciate its value in the Brooklyn communities we serve.

7. My advice would be to remain dedicated to your mission and always appreciate those who support and contribute to your business’s growth. Parents who join you on this journey and the children who bring joy to your establishment deserve your gratitude. Additionally, practicing courtesy and effective time management can greatly assist you.

8. Success is determined by the level of effort you are willing to invest in taking your business to the next level. What you receive from your business is proportional to what you put into it. This dedicated effort can lead to great results, such as success, growth, and financial gain.

9. The most enjoyable aspect of starting my company has been the overwhelming positive response from everyone, especially on social media platforms. The recognition and appreciation for the Leo Lion Club Foundation, Inc. reaffirm the honor I feel in serving children with autism and the communities we engage with.

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Fundraiser by Rena Pennix Alexander : Expression of Art through Autism (gofundme.com)

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